Title: forever young
Disclaimer: not mine
Summary: Xander is forever youngPrevious
Willow bent over her journal, writing with a shaking hand.
"It's not fair! I've tried recreating the ritual that possessed Xander with the hyena primal. No matter how much magic I learn or how many times I try, I can't get it right. I've tried seven hundred and twenty-seven variations of the original ritual. Each try has left me feeling weaker and more frail. I've looked into other ways to become immortal but nothing has worked so far. I can't even stand to look at him anymore. My red hair is now mostly silver and his is dark and lush as it was thirty years ago. He acts like he's the one who's dying, all sighs and tears. I'm the strongest witch in over a hundred years and I can't stop my own aging. Xander refuses to tell me the secret! He claims he doesn't know why he isn't aging but I know he's just keeping it to himself. He always wanted to be the special one, he is jealous that I am so powerful, I'm sure of it! Just one more variation, I doubt I can do anymore for a while...."