another bloody fic search!

You know, I find these fics on spanderfiles, but I don't bookmark them cuz I'm dumb, then I lose them! grr.

Anyhoo, this one is post NFA I think; Spike has started writing on LJ, and Xander finds his stories but doesn't know it's him. They meet in Boston at an outdoor concert in the winter, but I don't remember any more than that. Does this sound familiar to anyone? *waits hopefully*