Ok, I am pretty sure this is Spander really hope I am not wrong but it might be Spike/Xander/Angel of ir I am REALLY confused - Xangel. In this fic, Spike and Xander are a couple and then Penn comes back and carves a cross on Xander and they need help from Angel. I rememeber a scene where Penn is dangling Xander over the edge of building in a wheelchair and Angel saves him and then Spike and Xander ummm take extreme action. Anybody recall this????? Thanks so much!!!