Usually do nothing more than read here but I need to find a fic that's making me crazy(er). What I can remember of it is that Spike has his soul and he's living with Xander in his apartment. They start a relationship but Xander is constantly afraid that Spike will leave him for Buffy. While out on patrol the group is attacked by demons who can hide themselves and their victims. One of them gets Xander. Xander yells for Spike to help him but Spike thinks he's halucinating again and runs off to help Buffy. That seems to convince Xander that he was right and he starts to push Spike away. The girls scheme for Buffy to hit on Spike so he will reject her and show Xander Spike really does love him. Sorry this post is so long but I don't know how to do a cut. :(
Can anyone help? Thanks.