Rating: NC 17 eventually.
Warnings: There is a portrayal of the Jesuit Superior General in this part. If you are Catholic and likely to take offense, please don't read. He's a little on the heretical side, I think, but from my reading, Jesuits seem to be a bit famous for that. Otherwise, fairly tepid.
Notes: Unbetaed. I promised someone on bloodclaim a rockstar!Xander fic a long time ago, and it seems to have mutated. Also, The song in this part is "Divorce Song" by Regina Spektor.
Summary: "And why'd you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place that you've known
Why'd you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why'd you sing with me at all?"