January 16th, 2010

doctor !!!

fic search again - FOUND

hi, bloodclaim! it's me, looking for another story.

it's driving me nuts. i keep thinking of 'hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me', but i know that's /not/ it. it's a spander, obviously, and i thought i'd seen it on spanderfiles, but i can't find it, so it may have been livejournal or the crypt or aff or ff.net, and i just don't think i can search all those things myself.

what i remember is that it's a rewrite starting at the episode where xander does the love spell. instead of all the girls falling for him, it's the boys. including spike and giles. those two ended up cornering him in the empty bronze during the day, and the spell breaks.

spike starts stalking xander, who starts developing feelings for spike. however, the scene that is really sticking out to me is in the library. xander was living with giles after getting kicked out of the house (for being gay?), and he made a remark about his parents, which the girls laughed at. after they left, giles was angry that they hadn't taken him seriously, and xander explained it was a joke, and that even giles hadn't believed it until he'd found him living on the street and taken him home where xander was threatened by his father. the girls overheard this and there was much crying and apologies.

there's another scene where xander took the trash out, and he and spike had an argument/make-out session by giles' garbage cans.

ANYWAY!! if you know what or where this is, i would greatly appreciate the info!!~

edit: thanks to those that helped! the answer is 'sour revenge' by flufshepherd.

http://spanderfiles.com/arvs/flufshepherd/sr01.html

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Dream Catcher

Title: Dream Catcher
16/37
Author: BmblBee
Rating: NC17
Paring: S/X
Warnings: Strong sexual language and M/M sexual situations.
Disclaimer: The Bee freely admits she owns none of the characters in this story
and makes no profit. I simply borrow them, then hose them down before returning
them to the shelf for others to use.

Summary: AU. This story is a follow-up to Carnivale Mystique.
At the ending of Carnivale, Willow vowed to spend her life looking for her lost
friend and that is just what she has done. Now, after nearly 40 years, she and
the carnival cross paths again. Can she finally get the answers she needs and
protect her granddaughter from falling victim to the special allure of the carnival?
During the telling of this story will be flashback chapters that tell how Spike
and Xander adjusted to their roles of master and pet.

Note: If you haven't read Carnivale Mystique or have forgotten the story,
there is a prologue that contains a brief summary of the story. Use the tags
at the top of the page to find your way there.

Thanks and credit to silk_labyrinth for betaing the spelling, punctuation and
finding wandering boo boos.

All chapters here: http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=bmblbee&keyword=Dream+Catcher&filter=all

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Thought I Died and Gone to Heaven

Title: Thought I Died and Gone to Heaven
Author: Forsaken2003
Pairing: S/X
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own none, all belong to Joss Whedon
Comments: Always welcomed!
Summary: Spike contemplates on his relationship with Xander
Warnings/Spoilers: End of season 5 just after Buffy sacrificed herself to save the world
Song: “Thought I Died and Gone to Heaven” lyrics by Bryan Adams and Robert John
Beta’d by: Dragonfly_64

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The Prisons We Make, 11/18


Title: The Prisons We Make
Author: whichclothes 
Chapter: 11 of 18
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I'm not Joss
Warnings:  angst, slash, violence, slavery, dub-con 
Summary:  It's over a decade since Sunnydale collapsed, and Xander is doing time. A fellow prisoner mentions a vampire he once saw displayed at a tourist trap. Freedom doesn't come easy.
AN: This fic is complete and I'll post a chapter a day. Enormous thanks to beta hello_spikey  and her very helpful comments!  And also enormous thanks to sentine , who has provided three amazing banners! I couldn't possibly pick just one, so I'll be rotating them. As always, your comments are what keep my muse alive! 


Previous chapters here

Once more, I'll post two chapters today. And my offer from yesterday still stands: I'm willing to bribe someone to do a manip of Angel in a toga from chapter 10! :-)

When did it officially become night?... )
spikesmoke

The Prisons We Make, 12/18


Title: The Prisons We Make
Author: whichclothes 
Chapter: 12 of 18
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I'm not Joss
Warnings:  angst, slash, violence, slavery, dub-con 
Summary:  It's over a decade since Sunnydale collapsed, and Xander is doing time. A fellow prisoner mentions a vampire he once saw displayed at a tourist trap. Freedom doesn't come easy.
AN: This fic is complete and I'll post a chapter a day. Enormous thanks to beta hello_spikey  and her very helpful comments!  And also enormous thanks to sentine , who has provided three amazing banners! I couldn't possibly pick just one, so I'll be rotating them. As always, your comments are what keep my muse alive! 


Previous chapters here

They were soaking wet and shivering against each other.... )
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Beta


As usual my muse is running away with me and has me writing three separate stories at once. I was wondering if there was anyone willing to beta my Unfinished series.  If I can find a beta for The Closest Thing To Sunrise while I'm at it that would be awesome too. 

The chapters aren't amazingly often. I probably get one or the other written about once every 1-2 weeks and I don't need them back ASAP, so just if you've got time. 

Thanks guys!

jgf