Rating: R for mentions of violence.
Word Count: 1,352
Summary: Spike ponders the meaning of Xander. Set during Season 4 while Spike was tied up in Xander's basement. Any deviation from cannon is deliberate.
This fic has been written for yanagi_wa as a thank you. One of the wonderful things about fandom is that we help each other and we share; it makes LJ a truly fantastic place to be. So thank you, sweetie, and here is your fic. I hope you enjoy
Beta'd by kitty_poker1 who seems to be in possesion of a time machine because it's the only way she can surely beta all that does.
Something About Xander