Author:
suki_blue and amejisutoPairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: R
Feedback: Please!
Concrit: by email, please
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. No harm, no foul, no money made.
Warnings/Squicks: Death of Major Characters. NOT Spike or Xander though.
Summary: This starts off as a series of emails between an unknowing Spike and Xander as they both try to come to terms with the many deaths of their loved ones that took place during Season Five; Joyce, Buffy, and Anya who died in the fight with Glory. The story moves on from there as Xander discovers Willow’s idea of bringing Buffy back from the dead and turns to Spike for help.
Notes: Okay this started out as just a medium sized story and it’s grown. Don’t ask either of us how long it’s going to be, we don’t know. It’ll take a while for Spike and Xander to get together, but they will eventually! Really! Many thanks to our wonderful beta and friend
kitty_poker1 for all the help, and to both her and the wonderful darkhavens who suggested we put the fic in a community all it’s own.Thanks to the lovely
kitty_poker1 for her wonderful beta work on this fic so far. She's worked incredibly hard and we're pleased that she'll be sticking with us until the end!Chapter 58.
Enjoy!