Wallowing... ah, erm, I mean FIC SEARCH-type-thingy
So the short version is I woke up this morning woke the kids up for school, and cuddled with my dog, then my baby (my dog) died in my arms ), incredibly suddenly and with no warning, -it also happens to be 17 years to the day from my father's death- so I'm begging, pleading, SCHMOOP ME or schmangst me either one just give me something cuddly that ISN'T in the Sweet and Schmoopy section of SpanderFiles ('cause, while I adore SF, I've read and re-read the entire Sweet and Schmoopy section so many times it hurts!).
EDIT: Mys just wanted to make sure EVERYONE knew how much she appreciates your condolences and the recs. *hugs everyone*