Ok this is driving me nuts!!!! The story i'm looking for I'm pretty sure it's by Tisoo but I can't find it on her site. Xan meets Spike, I belive, sometime during season 2 and they fall in love. Xan ends up getting visions because he got them as a gift from Dru in a dream. When Angel looses his soul the girls find the soul spell and talk about souling both vampires. Xander tells them not to do it because he's seen what Spike will do to both girls if they do.