Anyway, what I'm searching for is:
a) I read this fic some time ago where Xander and Anya have a baby girl, but Anya dies while giving birth, Spike then decides that Xander is the Scoobie that needs his help, so he moves in with Xan and the baby. The scene that I really remember is the one where Spike's reading on the couch while Xan prepares the girl for her bday party, Spike hears her asking her daddy to tie her shoes and he thinks she's talking with Xander, until she kicks his shin, and that's the first time she calls him daddy. Anyone knows what I'm talking about?
b) Following the same theme as above, I really wanna read some baby fics. I don't care if it's mpreg, adoption or someone gets turned into a child (I would love to read a fic where Xander takes care of a child Spike or Spike's the on who takes care of baby!Xander)... I wanna see Xan and Spike acting like Pappa Bears! So if anyone could rec any fic along those lines would be awesome!