I havent been reading for a while and now that I want to I can't remember any of the names of the stories I used to love, let alone where to find them, so if any one could help me that would rock.
Spike kidnaps Xander one night taking his right over Xander since Angel offered him to him. Xander doesn't like the idea of being spikes slave. Spike punishes him and Xander gets really sick. Eventually lovieness ensues. Not without the Scoobies ofcourse trying to find Xander and get him home. which causes him to get sick aswell.
Spike dissapears, Xander finds him years later in an alley sick and about to be hit by the sun. Spike doesnt know who he is or xander is. I think the story startes with an R its really long and amazing!
Xander dissapears Spike eventually finds him on the slave trade, Xander doesnt remember anything, but soon does. Tara and Willow are both taken to this ring and Xander must revert to his old ways in order to save them.