I was wondering if you guys could rec me some fics set in season four - preferably during the Era of the Bathtub, not in the basement. Especially Xander helping Spike, and generally not being an asshat.
I'm also looking for one specific fic. There's a scene where Xander goes to bring Spike food, and he can hear him talking to himself, telling himself he's been in worse situations, he'll get out of this one - talking himself down from panic, basically. It's a pretty long fic.
Thanks so much!