Fic Search

So I'm trying to find this fic, and I can't remember the title or author. What happens is Xander is sent to LA by the scoobies and Angelus tortures and turns him. Then Spike finds Xander and Xander chooses Spike to be his sire instead of Angelus.
I've been looking but I can't find it.
I think the part where Spike finds Xander might take place by the side of the highway, with Xander in a car, but I'm not positive.
Please help me!