could someone help me out? pretty please? i'm looking for the spander where xan takes spike to l.a. b/c of the initiative. he performs some kind of rite on spikes behalf asking angel for help. i'm failry sure this is the same one where he asks everyone to start calling him "alex" and he gets drunk when spike and angel get together.
also i've asked b4 but can anyone rec some good "school hard" fics. i just watched that one again the other day and now i'm jonesing for the way it should have gone.