So I'm looking for some really good long novel like Spender fics. Any kind that you guy's have found good I would love to read. Anything would be good but Spender plus, any one where Spike and/or Xander dies, has really bad spelling/grammar and anyone that one or both boys are just being used by the other. I like angst and lovely-dovely fics. I also like sad fics that make me cry but all of them must have a happy ending. I don't do sad endings. Not a good read I say. And I would like them all to be completened. I hate waiting on an author that never updates, even more so if it's a really good fic.