I was reading... I think it's called Never the Same? It's about Xander not getting over staking Jessie and it changes things, he is not friends with the slayer and he meets Spike and becomes friends with him... I know it's on LJ somewhere but for some reason I cant find it. can someone help please? My computer decided to have a tantrum today and everything disappeared POOF! so I don't even have my history to look back too. Thanks.