I am looking for a fic. that I am certain is on Spanderfiles, but I can't find it to save my life.  It starts after the wedding that wasn't.  Xander is shown 2 visions...the one where he and Anya are miserable and the one where he and Spike are blissful.  So he ends up hanging out with Spike (playing pool at the Bronze, playing poker at his crypt with Clem and Flem).  They even go for a bike ride together.  When Buffy sees them kissing, she calls in Angel.  I think Xander gets hit somehow and Spike comes over with a milkshake.  Anyone?