I'm looking for a special kind of fic again. In the last months I read a few Buffy/Spike stories, in which Spike tried to be good for Buffy, but wasn't able to, because of his lack of a soul. He just couldn't comprehend what -in a moral sense -is acceptable and not-acceptable. Of course that caused disappointments on both Spike's and Buffy's side. Now I'm looking for similar stories with a Xander/Spike pairing. Any ideas?
Thanks in advance, ronjamaus