Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song by Gavin DeGraw.
A/N 2: I hope the nicknames at the beginning won't make you to confused but it's only for a short while.
I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn. Am I the only one to notice? I can’t be the only one who’s learned. I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately. All I have to do is think of me and I'd be somebody. I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I’m supposed to be. I don’t want to be anything other than me.