I'm looking for any fics in which Spike is pining, obsessed, generally love sick for Xan. I prefer happy ending and bottom!Xan. Those are the only requirements. CrazySpike, CrazyXan, JerkXan, JerkSpike, DenileXan, DenileSpike, anything and everything is welcome. Just no deathfics please, unless it's the temporary kind of death.