I'm looking for a fic where Xander and Spike met when Xander was a child. I think Xander called Spike "my monster" and that at some point, Spike came into his room after Xander's mother checked on him? It was not finished and I can't remember if it was going to be slash later but I rememeber that it was quite cute and that Spike was just... perfect. I think it was on Adultfanfiction but I can't find it anymore...
Please, help?