Ok I live with a nosy room mate so I have my browser set to where it doesn't save my history, and I don't keep favorites. So I was just randomly clicking spander stories when I came across one called Backfire. On accident I closed my browser page and have no idea where to begin looking. It's spander as mentioned, where spike bites xander but doesn't kill him making them crave each other. It has a little hint of angel wanting to join in, but i dont know as i didnt get that far. Any help is welcome.