I'm looking for a Spnader fic I remember reading a long time ago. In it Spike and Xander got to be friends and one night Xander gets kidnapped by the initiative. A doctor puts a chip in his head and I'm not really sure if there's torture, but they send him back and I think tell him to kill Spike. When he refuses the chip fires. He and Spike hole up somewhere and they're both visited by one of the Oracles (from Angel) I think, and Xander's in a mirrored room where he see's Spike suffering. They both get the chips out of their heads and head back, I remember there's a battle somewhere (initiative?) and that's about what I can remember. Does anyone know which story I'm talking about?