Am looking for a fic where Xander tried to overdose and Spike (not chipped) saves him. I remember that Spike took him to an empty hotel and when the scoobies arrived that Xander distracted them in order to prevent them from finding Spike. Somewhere down the line Xander leaves Sunnydale with Spike and they end up in a house that Spike has brought(?) and on their first evening(?) Xander has to find a public phone in the pouring rain to order to get a takeaway. Hope there is enough there for someone to help me find this fic!? Thanks a lot.